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lessthanmeg
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Country: United States
State: New Jersey
Birthday: 12/3/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: my life revolves around music, i play trumpet, drums, and kinda guitar, not so much anymore, and when im not playing them im listening to music..{{ex:NIRVANA, less than jake, sublime, the ataris, jimi hendrix, bob marley, assorted jelly beans, H2O, Poe, Blink182, Saves the day, Rancid, PHISH, autopilot off, senses fail, weezer, reel big fish, rhcp, rooney, nufan, sex pistols, green day, nerf herder, the decendents, catch 22, janis joplin, no doubt, smashing pumpkins, mest, soad, goldfinger, dropkick murphys, the beatles, fall out boy, the distillers... and the list goes on...}}
Expertise: im not gonna answer tha tbut rather use it to give u the link to my picture site! 
Check it out: http://community.webshots.com/user/lessthanmeg!!!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
12/17/2003
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| hmmm ive realized im to lazy to write in xanga and live journal so from now on im jsut using live journal my name is " tunexyouxout " so yea bbbbbbbbbb | | |
| sometime around 5 - today was pretty eventless, my last day home  ill def miss it. tomorrow im back in school.. ughhh. i went to the doctors today and my liver and spleen are both normal now! as well as my gland! its awesome, my case of mono only lasted like a week or 2 im really thankful for that. i got so much better so quickly! my hair got really long too, its weird for the first time in forever i blowed dried it straight and it doesnt look too bad, i like the length now. im gonna keep growing it! emotionaly im doin 10x better now too, i think gettin everything out last night really helped whether or not it made a difference or anyone even read it, it felt so good to get out. well on the flipside im sleepin over annies house tomorrow! the doctor even said i could ooo man im cool now. u knwo this sounds stupid but i may even be a little scared to go to school tomorrow, its gonna be weird liek my whole ruitine will prob be way off. hopefully ::fingers crossed:: we'll ahve a snow day! delayed opening? either one would be good haha. well cassias here doin my math work and i think im goin out to eat soon so bye bye everyone | | |
| haha 1:15 in the morning shhhiitttt i should be sleeping. but im not! o well.. i feel really good tonight because for once, for once i was able to express every emotion im feeling right now, see i started a live journal today. i know u prob think its stupid, but i have a lot of friends on live journal and its so easy to comment and everything on it, i dont plan on gettin rid of the xanga, i think im jsut gonna put the same entries in each journal, its not that hard. the only entry xanga is missing is a veyr long and probably one of the mos t important ones ive ever written, its i guess kind of closure for me, for once i was able to just tell it like it is, u probably have nothing to do with this entry cuz it basicly consisted of me and one other person, my live journal name is " tunexyouxout " feel free to look but its pretty long and u might not even understand what im talking about... but it felt so good to finaly vent eveyrthing out, if u read it feel free to leave comments cuz theyre always good to have, well im gonna run good night everyone | | |
| its night like these where i want one of those windows where theres cushions right under it and kind of like a bench, im not sure how to word it, but just like a mini couch under ur window so u can sit right next to ur window... idk just tonight i look out side and everything is SO beautiful, i feel like im trapped inside a verry well drawn picture that managed to capture my block perfectly. the snow fell so perfectly on the ground, just enough lights on the road, no cars, no people, id even go as far to say no real noise, u cant hear anyone but urself. i feel like im the only one awake, this has ot be the most amazing feeling in the world. just to be able to look outside and appreciate everything. i never want to close this window... i tried to take pictures of it outside but its too dark for my flash to work, its like im incapable of capturing its beauty. you can see the snow falling in the light of the one street light right across the road, its coming down so fast and for once i dont want it to stop. hah its kind of weird its like the perfect set for a movie or a book to be taking place, the next thing u know my perfect "landscape" so to speak will have a shady man in a trenchcoat stop right by my front yard or one of those shady cars slowly creeping down my street with fog covering it and its head lights significantly less bright then they should be,, heh weird - kind of reminds me of an "are you afraid of the dark" episode when there was this like legend of these kids who crashed their cars on prom night and if you stood in front of the cemetery at a certain time ona certain day the ghost would come to pick you up, or maybe it was the girl who the guys met was the ghost and she was getting picked up on prom night, im not sure, but i used to love that show i wish it was still on the air it used to scare the crap outta me, but in a refreshing way becuz it made you think, id watch one episode and think about the story line for weeks on end, old nickelodeon ruled... these new shows are crap, wheres pete and pete, clarissa eplains it all, are you afraid of the dark?, the original cast of all that, the secret world of alex mack, salute your shorts, hey dude... ahh soo good!
-p.s. check out this awesome peter pan counter thing i got at the bottom of the page, i figured since iver had this xanga for a while i cant even guess how amny people ahve been in it so i started it at zero-
2:33 - aww yay! today was sucha good day i woke up at around 10 today and hung around. watched how high and some of my malcolm in the middle dvd's and did some hw.. ehhh stupid world civ! but it was so awesome, i got all these random texts today! i was so happy! i got some from elyse, laura, annie,matt!, and even juliana! ahh i ahvent talked to her in forever! it was really cool. i made a mix today of all these songs that put me ina good mood or make me hyper.. its so random, but so good tho! well im gonna run
6:15 - ugh... idk what it is but im in one of those moods - i tried not to think too much this week! i really did, it worked, but i thought today.. not fun.. cuz i keep acting like i dont care, i keep acting like im not hurt, i keep acting like everythings okay, but its not.. and i know it and i know going to school is gonna be fun to see some people but its gonna be hard, really hard... idk maybe im just crazy! that always seems to be a possible solution but for once i dont think i am, i dont think these things im just thinking cuz im paranoid, i think theyre real, well, i have yet to tell, havent seen many people in two weeks... school will be an experience until then im done thinking, actually im kinda mad at myself, i guess becuz ive always been one to say i hated people doing certain things becuz id grow to depend on it, so id try not to depend on people, but i guess no matter how many times i told myself that i guess i depended on something from someone that now i dont have, and im really mad at myself... not at anyone else, for now its just myself but i cant explain it wihtout going into detail no one wants to hear and personaly i dont think anyone needs to know | | |
| hmm i had that thing on here before but i wanted ot write and that took up too much space! haha todya was pretty uneventful! despite the fact i think snow belongs in like december, it was really pretty today. it made eveyrthing seem so simple n quiet.ims till really excited for that movie jersey girl!!! im excited for goin back to school too. i dont really wanna go back, i dont liek school in general but i wanna see everyone really bad and get out of the hosue i means its only one day and i have 2 days free afterwards. friday is gonna be fun! cuz whether i go to school or not im still goin to annies!! wohoo! u knwo i didnt realize tomorrow is st pattys day  but thats alright! ive been working with that picture thing a lot, i still dont know how to load them onto xanga or even my picture website so we'll see what happens with that. it takes upa lot of time but i really like it! well im gonna run do some world civ or something | | |
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